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Journeying with Hekate Part 2

Journeying with Hekate Part 2

At 11:11, I started burning frankincense. I waited until the sweet fragrance of frankincense spread to every corner and started positioning myself.

'So I see less resistance today.'

I smiled uneasily, but it was still not something I could do at ease.

'You know where we're going today?'

I nodded, then my body shivered. What would become of this? I had revisited the moment hundreds of times and still, I couldn't figure anything out, the pain seemed endless in there.

I breathed deeply into my abdomen and gazed into the black obsidian sphere.

Journeying with Hekate Part 1

Journeying with Hekate Part 1

'So, let's pick up from where you left it last night.'

It was almost as if I volunteered for my own execution. I could feel the numbed fear in my body. I prolonged my morning routine, even leaving the last task hanging, just one more excuse to prevent me from walking into my death. My body knows.

'Why, because you have decided to heed my call. Do you want it or not?'

I sighed, quickly killing the final excuse for my journey, gazed into the black obsidian sphere and stepped into another realm. I only hoped it would be done quickly.

Samhain & Beltane: the gift of feminine on Halloween

Samhain & Beltane: the gift of feminine on Halloween

It's Samhain in Northern hemisphere and Beltane in Southern hemisphere, that left me thinking about the relations between the two. If you think about it, they are not much of a difference. Samhain marks the end of the summer, Beltane the beginning of summer. Funny isn't it? It comes full circle when you take a global perspective. 

Dark Goddess coming out to play

Dark Goddess coming out to play

as i delve deeper into myself, seeing all the different facets, i suddenly find myself in a place where i crave deep connection. And deep isn't sufficient to describe the level of connection i'm craving for. It almost feels like the feminine in me is a devourer, ready for anyone to challenge me for a bottomless connection.